4.28.2011

so i was thinking ..

I think everybody deserves to be reassured that their problems will not bring about the end of the world . They say misery loves company , and this is true . However , I am more than confident that not one human being can say that they HAVEN't tried to console someone by letting them know they aren't the only one that deals with hardships . Indeed , sometimes people truly do want to bring others down to their level so that they aren't alone , but have you ever noticed how people can bond via negative experience ?
Just a random thought .

4.06.2011

now .

I can't bring myself to regret the decision I've made . I won't wish for my previous circumstances to be of the present . & though I may fail many of it's tests , I'll never give up on life .
Each day it gets easier to accept circumstances for what they are , as I'm slowly realizing it is not in my power to change everything .. Just me . As time passes the overwhelming relevance of the bullshit situations I've dealt with , and continue to deal with , become ever more apparent . Reluctantly embrassing each situation as a sign and or learning experience , I can feel myself growing . They say it takes hellafied happenings for one to grow , and I'm currently in the midst of a growth spurt .
At this very moment in time life seems so complicated and easy all at the same time . Somewhat like a plan -- the easy part is creating it , the hard part is sticking with/to it . I know what I have to do and at this point in time nothing stands in my way .. Not even myself . I've decided I don't have time to worry about the next person and how their actions affect me , b/c at the end of the day the liability of my success falls back on ME .
I guess what I'm getting around to saying is Fuck The Bullshit . * looks down at tatted waistline * " My Motivation for Success is My Ambition to Succeed "
* PEACE *