9.17.2013

I'm done. But it's not over.

It annoys me that so many people lack humility. I'm not perfect and I know I have flaws, but I can't take the blame for everything just because the next person doesn't want to. Accepting responsibility for how your actions bleed into other people's lives and beings is a form of respect. But people are so selfish. Everybody wants to take credit for helping people but never for hurting them. Do you ever notice that? Take take take; only giving when necessary to take. I've wasted so much time trying to help others when I could barely help myself. Giving so much I've started losing myself. I'll be 25 in a month and a half and something has to change. My spirit is tired.

9.16.2013

sometimes i feel so strong that i feel weak.
something is missing.
when do you know you're whole?
i feel so empty; so unhappy.
something is missing.