Okay. I lied.

The last time I felt this way I woke up at 7 a.m. crying and packing, at the same damn time. The only difference between now and then, is that then I knew why I felt this way, and now, I'm just not sure. What I am sure of however, is the fact that I don't like that shit.
*sigh* okay, I lied.
I just feel stagnant. Such an icky feeling. Perhaps my body wouldn't let me sleep last night because I should've been doing something else. Like, I don't know, plotting my next move?
Anywho, I've got money to make and new goals to set.

Don't Be A Wiener, Dude.

Passive aggression has gotten me
absolutely nowhere. It is said that if you want something done properly, you must do it yourself. But let's be real here, in order to get ANYTHING done, to ANY extent, you should do it yourself -- or so it seems.
I see so many people selling themselves short of opportunities, no matter how minor they may be, simply because they were too doubtful or too weak to take the initiative & make an executive fucking decision. I mean, have people been so spoiled by always being told what to do that they don't know how to think for themselves?! Because that's what it's looking like.
Whatever though. My mother tells me not to worry about other people's demons before they become my own. *washes hands of issue*

"Life Can End In A Careless Moment"