vessel .

i pick up my pen , and this is what happens ..
EVERYtime ..
- " writers block "
who came up with this shit anyway ?
wait - am i even a " writer " ?
of what is  writer composed ?
a pen , pad and  couple thoughts ?
b/c thats honestly all ive got .
i dont sit here and think and plot
i really just sit here and jot
.. whatever comes to mind .
and when im done - the pen just .. drops .
no need to persue something that simply is not .
but like i said - i dont have much
so i give it what i got
a little bit of love - and a lotta bit of pain
few of my hearts drops
and THIS is what i got .

.. guess it wasnt writers block .