regret

and .. even though we not talkin,
i dont wanna close the coffin.
ta be honest this shit is exhaustin.
- swear i go through this too often.
heart pumpin head racin
got my mind in a million places
so gone..so gone
wait what type of shit are you on?
get me here and the next minute you gone?
the fuck is goin on?!
done put you on a throne
shit i even put you ON!
you're not the person i met....
i can't believe you've become something i regret .
and though it's for the best, i guess i just wasn't ready yet ..
i mean .. for the regret